I was a little desperate for some sunshine today so I bundled up with a warm sweatshirt and blankie and put on my fave slippers(thanks Tara) and sat on the deck for an hour! It felt so good soak it in that I actually dozed off for a bit. This is what I decided in my fuzzy, buzzy, dreamy state.....I KNOW this is going to get easier! I feel like God has sent Spring just for me this year! I am breaking out of my long hibernation and emerging into the sunshine. I can almost feel the warmer days ahead of us and I am imagining me playing with my kids and not hanging out on the sidelines. I am actually looking forward to a few events we have planned and not dreading the whole "oh god what should I wear?" scenario I seem to go through every time I have to dress up.
Every time I follow through on my water, meal plan, or vitamins, I feel like I am taking one step closer to that person I want to be. Thanks to all of you for awakening me and kicking my ass in the right direction! I didn't really know what I was getting into when Tara told me about this HcG but I am so happy I jumped in with both feet.
I totally agree. This too is my spring and summer to embrace. Way to take some time for yourself!
ReplyDeleteI want a patio to go outside and sit on. My outdoor furniture is hiding in a dark corner somewhere.. I think it is about time to pull it out.
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